An untold story of sexual abuse
From the heart of someone who knows what it is like to feel the pain of sexual abuse
The following is a song written by a young woman who was sexually abused as a child. I have sought her permission to release this song to the forum so that others can share her experiences and understand her pain through the words of her music. The young woman in question uses her music, journaling and art work to release the emotional and spiritual pain that she experiences on a daily basis.
VERSE 1
This is a melody that is deep inside my heart
It goes to a story that has filled my life with pain
It is about a young girl whose life was filled with pain
The one person she loved most abused her
Day after day
She felt alone with no one to comfort her
She would cry silent tears
CHORUS
Silent teras of the pain deep within
Daddy would always say baby I love you
He only filled her life with pain
Day after day the abuse came without fail
Each day would be the same
Is this what you call love
Is it, is it?
Is this what you call love
VERSE 2
Each night she would lie awake
Thinking of what life would be like
If she gave it up
She wanted the pain inside to stop
The pain couldn’t control her life anymore
She was too afraid to ask for help
Felt too ashamed of what her father had done
She was falling apart.
BRIDGE
After 3 years I finally found the broken part of melody
And I knew someone would believe me
Now thanks to them the melody from deep within
Is now almost complete
Because they believe my story
That had filled me with pain
I felt so alone until they came along
I have been given another chance to move on
VERSE 3
I would hold it all inside
Let the pain build up to the point
I wanted to let go
I would cry silent tears
So no one would ask what was wrong
I was afraid to ask for help
So I tried to get by on my own
CHORUS
Silent teras of the pain deep within
Daddy would always say baby I love you
He only filled her life with pain
Day after day the abuse came without fail
Each day would be the same
Is this what you call love
Is it, is it?
Is this what you call love
Thank you to this young woman who bravely put up her hand to share her story through her gift of music.







That is fantastic…poignant and moving. Please extend my heartfelt gratefullness and thanks to the young woman who wrote this AND allowed it to feature on our website.